___YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Jess
[x] also: Jessimoniasis, Lorr, Pacemaker, Bobcat, Slicer (greg), Pacey (brianna)

[x] sex: vagina
[x] my first breath of air: in the year of our Lord... 1987
[x] age: 18 yay!
[x] status: loser
[x] occupation: artist?

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: what memor isn't memorable??
[x] worst?: the year my parents got divorced and a few years following... living with the psychotic stepfamily
[x] first word uttered: probably daddy or mommy?
[x] first bestfriend ever: Either Andrew Earl who used to beat me up till I punched him in the nose... or Jase Flannery at the Betsy Mills Club

 ____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: VCU... Artsbridge
[x] future resident of: United States...
[x] wedding: hmm because I will pick a guy off a tree and marry him... hopefully one of my best friends or something
[x] children:  I want kids.... 2 or so... boy and girl

[x] NOT looking forward to: graduation... dying... wearing depends!

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: my feet are cold
[x] Listening: "The Kilburne High Road" by Flogging Molly
[x] Talking: Evan, Keith, Cody
[x] doing: freezing
[x] craving: slippers
[x] thinking of: How utterly Irish the word 'kilburne' is
[x] hating: the cold

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: different to everyone?
[x] current love: up in the air... I love my friends to death... not sure about intimate love though
[x] love or lust?: love with some lust
[x] best love song: "Unchained Melody" by the Righteous Brothers, "Amber" by 311, "Before Three" by the Cure, "All My Life" by K-Ci and JoJo
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time?: Not sure... I think lust would be involved with it though
[x] when love hurts, you: it always hurts... somewhere there is always change and that alone can be painful
[x] true or false - all you need is love: that's a big negative
[x] have you ever been in love?: I like to think so
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: doubt it

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: long hair, considerateness, sense of humor
[x] turn offs: horny assholes
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?:  usually
[x] what kinda hair style?: LONG is damn sexy
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: ride a bike a mile in the rain *coughGREGcough*... came over at 2 am when I had a really bad panic attack
[x] where do you go to meet new people?:  the Grind, shows, Indianapolis...

 ____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: both
[x] short or long hair: looooong
[x] innie or outie: Wow you know I just can't stand those outties...
[x] sunshine or rain: sun!
[x] moon or sun: I like the sun-moon ying-yangs... my mom has a pendant... haha
[x] basketball or football: football because it's outside
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: STARBUCKS
[x] mc donalds or burger king: Taco Bell
[x] summer or winter: SUMMER... i hate cold

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: Yeah... I love swimming
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?:  Tons
[x] what are you scared of?: insanity... torture... deep water... spiders... I'm weird...
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: survival!

1. First grade teacher's name:  Mrs. Stefanik
2. Last person you kissed:  Tristram
3. Last word you said:  probably goodnight
4. Last song you sang: "Under The Sea" last night in the backseat with Mister Evan Kyle!! 
5. Last person you hugged: Evan.  Well, he kinda clotheslined me too haha
6. Last thing you laughed at: Evan being goofy

7. Last time you said 'I love you': last night to my friends
8. What's in your CD player: tori amos:  RHCP and Rammstein
9. What socks are you wearing: slippers
10. What's under your bed: dust bunnies
12. Current taste: blood from biting my lip
13. Current hair style: long long long
14. Current clothes: pjs
15. Current Job: none
16. Current longing: To be all caught up
17. Current desktop picture: Greg and I in Minnesota
18. Current worry:  expressing concerns later won't go well
19. Current hate: procrastinating getting dressed and helping out my mom
20. Story behind your username: jessimoniasis - nickname Evan calls me
21. Current favorite article of clothing: my black Flogging Molly shirt
22. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: hair, eyes, sense of humor, personality
23. Last CD that you bought: Rammstein: Sehnsucht
24. Favorite place to be: Indianapolis
25. Least favorite place: stuck at home
26. Time you wake up in the morning: schooldays 6:45, weekends around 11
27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be? steel drums, cello, woodwind instrument
28. When was the last time you surprised yourself: Getting good grades without necessarily trying
29. Current favorite word/saying: "Go die", anything from the song "Under The Sea", "... all the way to the bank!"
30. Favorite books: The Outlander series
31. Favorite Movies: donnie darko, firestarter, edward scissorhands, powder, dragonheart, milo and otis, etc.
32. Favorite Songs: ehehe
33. Favorite Artists: Rammstein, Flogging Molly, Placebo, Iron Maiden, Cradle of Filth, NIN, Modest Mouse, Incubus, CKY, Catch 22, Bad Religion... etc
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Michael my cousin who died of cancer when he was 18
35. Favorite day: Friday
36. Where do you want to go:  Trinidad and Tobago but I've already been there... so Ireland!
37. What is your career going to be like: who knows – hopefully art
38. How many kids do you want: 2ish
39. What kind of car will you have: something blue?
40. Type a line you remember from any book: "Our souls are like the orphans whose mothers died in bearing them, whose paternity lies in their graves, and we must there to learn it." ~Moby Dick
41. A random lyric: I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power,to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human
42. Eye Color: blue-green
43. Hair Color: brown
44. Righty or Lefty: right
45. Zodiac Sign: capricorn
46.Innie or Outtie: innie

DESCRIBE...
47. Your heritage: irish, german, english...
48. The shoes you wore today: slippers
49. Your hair: long brown
50. Your weakness: too many to name
51. Your fears: spiders, deep water, giant squids and great white sharks freak me out
52. One thing you'd like to achieve: to really connect with someone (and I'm on the way)

WHAT IS...
53. Your most recent secret: i only share some of my secrets
54. Your thoughts first waking up: how do i turn off my alarm so i can go back to sleep?
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair, eyes, sense of humor
56. Your bedtime: 11-1
57. Your most missed companion: Jase Flannery, Paul Merkel
58. Your perfect pizza: cheesy, pepperoni, stuffed crust
59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: salty and crunchy
60. Single or group dates: both, but group usually
61. Dogs or Cats: both
63. Chocolate or vanilla: swirl
64. Cappuccino or Drip: cappuccino

DO YOU...
65. Smoke: nope
66. Curse: yep
67. Sing: all the time
68. Take a shower everyday: or every other day
69. Have a crush: always
71. Think you've been in love: yeah, i’d say so
72. Want to go to college: yes
73. Want more than what you've got: of course
74. Want to get married: certainly
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: nah
76. Think you're attractive: sometimes
77. Think you're a health freak: haha no
78. Get along with your parents: yes
79. Play an instrument: piano

IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS, DID YOU OR HAVE ...
80. Drink alcohol: I think I had a sip of spiked fruit punch to see how strong they made it but no drinking
81. Smoke: nope
82. Done a drug: ehehe... does midol count?  and I don't do drugs
83. Made Out: yep
84. Go on a date: yes
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no way
86. Eaten sushi: nope
87. Been dumped: no
88. Made homemade cookies: kinda
89. Been in love: no
90. Gone skinny dipping: no
91. Dyed your hair: no
92. Stolen anything: no

HAVE YOU EVER...
93. Had too much to drink: no
94. Been caught cheating: no
95. Been called a tease: no
96. Gotten beaten up: no
97. Changed who you were to fit in: no
98. Cried at something beautiful: no
99. Spent too much money on something you didn't need: prolly
100. Cried when someone died: no
101. Been so angry you cried: yeah
101. Lied for attention: no

GENERAL INFO...
103. My name is: Jess
104. Height: 5’5
105, Favorite toe: pinky
106. In the morning I am: groggy
107. All I need is:  love!!  <3
108. Love is: divine
109. If I could see one person right now: prolly Evan or Tris
110. Shoe size: 10

Currently Playing Californication By Red Hot Chili Peppers see related

CURRENT
Current mood :: tired, dirty
Current music :: Modest Mouse... "Dance Hall"
Current taste ::  I smell hay therefore I kinda taste it too
Current hair :: greasy and long
Current clothes :: orange stripey shirt Ashleigh gave me, jeans, black chucks
Current annoyance :: tired
Current smell :: Courtney's house
Current thing I ought to be doing:: catching up on my art trades
Current desktop picture:: a drawing by Goldenwolf
Current book :: how about Donhnall's story
Current cd in stereo :: Catch 22 and Modest Mouse
Current crush :: I get crushes SO easily...
Current hate :: nobody really 

DO I
Smoke? :: no
Do drugs? :: no
Read the newspaper? : no
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? :: yes.  it's easy, don't cheat
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: yes as long as they don't try to hurt me
Have a favorite candy? :: Nutrageous and Kit Kat
Believe in magic? :: nah
Believe in God? :: yes
Go to or plan to go to college? :: arts institute
Care about looks? :: usually

LOVE LIFE
Ever been in love? :: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? :: kinda
Do you believe in "the one?" :: maybe
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? :: strip headlights

LAST THING YOU
Bought :: frozen coffee
Ate :: banana
Drank :: mountain dew
Read :: Donhnall's writing

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
kill :: nobody
look like :: myself
avoid :: people I don't like and/or want nothing to do with

LAST PERSON YOU
talked to :: Scott out the window on his horse..  "Bye!"
hugged :: Brandy
instant messaged :: the dude from DA

WHERE DO YOU
eat :: anywhere haha
cry :: in my bed, at the computer... anywhere alone
wish you were :: in Indianapolis... I miss Colin

HAVE YOU EVER
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? :: yes
Drank alcohol? :: yeah
Done drugs? :: pot
Broken the law? ::  yeah
Played Truth Or Dare? :: yeah
Been in a fight? :: not really

WHAT IS
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? :: nsync
Your bedroom like? :: Victorian
Your favorite thing for breakfast? :: ham and cheese/pizza hot pockets
On your bedside table? :: alarm clock, stereo, computer, JUNK
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? :: anything
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? :: Powder, Charlotte's Web
Describe your bed:: big
Spontaneous or plain? :: both
Do you know how to play poker? :: yep
How do you drive? :: like an idiot
Are you happy with your given name? :: yes, but I also like Nakomis Natasha
Do you think you're cute? :: sure
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? :: i think i try my best

LASTS
Last car ride: up here to Cincinnati
Last kiss: i try not to kiss and tell
Last good cry: earlier this month
Last crush: a guy that I just re-met, me being an idiot
Last shoes worn: black chucks

Last disappointment: not being able to go to the Grind tonight because I'm up here
Last website visited: xanga?

Currently Playing Keasbey Nights By Catch 22 On & On & On see related